I forgive you

I Forgive You -Kelly Clarkson

I forgive you, I forgive me
Now when do I start to feel again
I forgive you, I forgive me
Now when do I start to feel again

Cause the lights are on
But I'm never home
But I'll be back with a brand new attitude
Cause I forgive you

I forgive you
We were just a couple of kids
Trying to figure out how to live
Doing it our way
No shame, no blame
Cause the damage is done
And I forgive you

I forgive you
We were busy living the dream
Never noticed the glass ceiling falling on us
No shame, no blame
Cause the damage is done
And I forgive you

I forgive you, I forgive me
Now do I start to feel again
If I hate you, what does that do
So I breathe in and I count to 10

Cause the lights are on
And I'm coming home
Yes I am back
With a new heart in my hand
Cause I forgive you

This is a new song by Kelly Clarkson that spoke to me with memories of my late husband.  We really were just two people in love, not ever thinking about what become of us or how our relationship would end.  I always carried guilt of not doing enough for him toward the end of his illness.  I try to forgive myself  and I forgive him forcing me to let him go.  Music can be a powerful thing.